Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Mimpi Mama Bukan Mimpiku

Mama punya mimpi anaknya ini kelak menjadi seorang pegawai negeri di Departemen Keuangan seperti dirinya dan bapak. Mama punya mimpi aku kelak menikah dengan seorang perempuan yang pintar masak dan rajin mengurus rumah tangga, karena tahu anaknya ini lasak dan berantakan. Mama punya mimpi anaknya ini kelak hidup lurus-lurus saja sebagai warganegara yang baik, nggak usah neko-neko bikin-bikin kegiatan peduli budaya atau peduli lingkungan yang di luar kelaziman masyarakat awam. Iya, soalnya sejak SMP mama selalu bete kalau anaknya pulang sampai larut karena latihan debat Bahasa Inggris atau karena aktifitas ekstrakurikuler lainnya. Mama nggak suka ketika anaknya bilang mau jadi penulis novel aja. Apalagi ketika anaknya mau jadi antropolog. Katanya itu ilmu gali-gali batu. Mama nggak suka ketika anaknya terlalu idealis dengan mimpi-mimpinya, terlalu realistis dalam menantang keadaan. Mama bilang, udah turutin kata orang tua, mana ada orang tua yang mau anaknya salah jalan.

Buat mama, anakmu ini akan menyanyikan sebuah lagu. Sebuah lagu dari Miley Cyrus. Miley Cyrus yang tengah tergoncang jiwanya karena perceraian kedua orang tua yang amat ia sayangi dan karena ditinggal sang kekasih. Mungkin karena sudah habis kata-kata yang bisa aku dialogkan kepada mama, hanya lirik dalam lagu ini yang bisa menggambarkan kekecewaanku. Namun kekecewaan ini takkan membuat langkahku terhenti.

Anakmu ini sayang banget sama mama. Nomer satu di dunia. Tapi Ma, mimpimu tetap saja bukan mimpiku. Maaf ya, Ma.



It's our party we can do what we want (no drama)
It's our party we can say what we want (Mike will made)
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

Red cups and sweaty bodies everywhere
Hands in the air like we don't care
'Cause we came to have so much fun now
Bet somebody here might get some now

If you're not ready to go home
Can I get a "Hell, no!"? (Hell no)
'Cause we're gonna go all night
'Til we see the sunlight, alright

So la da di da di
We like to party
Dancing with Molly*
Doing whatever we want
This is our house
This is our rules

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

To my home girls here with the big butt
Shaking it like we at a strip club
Remember only God can judge ya
Forget the haters 'cause somebody loves ya
And everyone in line in the bathroom
Trying to get a line in the bathroom
We all so turned up here
Getting turned up, yeah, yeah

So la da di da di
We like to party
Dancing with Molly*
Doing whatever we want
This is our house
This is our rules

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah

It's our party we can do what we want
It's our party we can say what we want
It's our party we can love who we want
We can kiss who we want
We can sing what we want

It's our party we can do what we want to
It's our house we can love who we want to
It's our song we can sing if we want to
It's my mouth I can say what I want to
Say yeah, yeah, yeah, ehh

And we can't stop, yeah
And we won't stop, oh
Can't you see it's we who own the night?
Can't you see it's we who 'bout that life?

And we can't stop
And we won't stop
We run things, things don't run we
Don't take nothing from nobody
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, ehh

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