lose

When I lose something,
On that moment I just realized how much I need the thing
Although I sees it most of time, but when i can’t find it
The thing becoming so important
When i can’t find it
I keep searching, with a hopeful heart to get it back to my side
My properties, freedom, and friends
Any small stuff that seems not really important
When I can’t find one of them, when I need all of them and I can’t get any
I’ll be so sad, my face turns pale and my hearts will hardly trembling
Where can I get them?
i don’t know.
Where can I get them?
How could I know?